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Poem: The Backdoor to Freedom, by Mark Tulin

The Backdoor to Freedom was first published in The Beatnik Cowboy. Featured image by Mark Tulin.

The Backdoor to Freedom, By Mark Tulin

 

I changed my trajectory,

left a lifestyle without saying a word,

escaped a career

through the backdoor

because of a steady numbness

creeping through my body

 

I didn’t want to die

like my staggering co-workers,

another casualty at an office park,

hunched over a desk

inside a cubicle of misfortune

like those who receive gold watches

and not much else

 

I took a chance like Kerouac

I hitched a ride out west

with a crooked thumb,

went from Barstow to Lompoc,

and ended up at a fleabag hotel,

a fifth of whiskey,

typing my memoir

on an old Smith-Corona.

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I am an author, poet, humorist, and short story writer living in Long Beach, California. I write about various topics, from my early childhood in Philadelphia to my years as a family therapist and finally to my soul-searching in California. These are poetic narratives that may have humorous or serious content or both. Either way, I hope my poetry and stories resonate with you. My books include Magical Yogis, Uncommon Love Stories, Awkward Grace, Junkyard Souls, and Rain on Cabrillo.

7 comments on “Poem: The Backdoor to Freedom, by Mark Tulin

  1. Pablo Cúzco's avatar
    Pablo Cuzco

    “I took a chance like Kerouac
    I hitched a ride out west”

    Sounds like a plan. We may end up in skid row but get up smelling like a rose. Great poetic insight.

  2. Liz Gauffreau's avatar

    It takes a brave person to make that kind of change!

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  4. thereluctantpoet's avatar

    Really Great Post, Mark!!! Very few are as brave/determined/desparate to do as you did!! Bravo!! 😊✨👍

  5. Pablo Cúzco's avatar
    Pablo Cuzco

    Great Kerouac mix. I like that you (metaphorically, and perhaps in real life) ended up in that fleabag hotel and a bottle of whiskey. Great way to cut loose your writing style.

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